April 2012
at least i have fictional characters to fill the empty void that is my love life
:’(
it’s been a week.
Gavin Degraw - I Don’t Wanna Be
#i don’t wanna be anything other than what i’ve been trying to be lately
In remembrance.
so excuse me while I’M GOING NUTS!

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gaaah I have to wait til I get home to watch OTH!! not fair….since I really have to watch out here on tumblr because there are like a million gifs of the finale!
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heygravity submitted
Hey babe, so sorry for the late reply. Been so busy lately it’s insane. :O Speaking of our previous topics, I totally agree. I mean I love birthday parties… It’s nice to do something for my birthday but I also like to be surprised one day. Where I don’t have to plan it and they surprise me you know what I mean? Hahaha. That’d be so awesome. I mean my friends tried to surprise me by playing a prank on me but…. Yeah it rained and I got emotional. :O
I haven’t heard about Gossip Girl lately. But then again I’m really behind my shows to tell you the truth. Hahaha but I agree, I hate how they are screwing up the stories lately. Like seriously, for once, why can’t somebody just be friends on a TV show. I think that’d be actually something that would get them great reviews. That for once a friendship is just there. Like think TVD. The friendship between Stefan and Caroline at one point. Eventually people started liking them as a couple. But that’s because we were slowly made to realize why they would match yaknow? I still ship Chuck and Blair. FOREVER.
Ugh Chuck. Somebody accidentally almost told me the end. Something about how they worked for four years to shape the relationship between Chuck and Sarah only for it to go poof in the last episode. That freaked me out a bit man…. I really need to watch the ending now. But a part of me doesn’t want to so that I at least have something to love forward too. I hate the end of things. xD
I totally get what you mean. Lucas and Peyton weren’t true love. I mean Nate and Blair started out as the first couple but are they true love? No. I think the reason why they didn’t end in Brucas was because of the divorce. But if they were anything like professional actor they would have sucked it up for the sake of their show that they claim to love so much despite it being hard because you know what? You’re an actor. You’re suppose to do this. This is your job. To act. Who told you to fall in love with the person in a way yaknow? Just ugh.
Talking about all these tv shows I really can’t comment much because I’m seriously so behind my tv shows. I miss my 90210 and all that. I haven’t even started a lot of the new series. :’( Like the new season yaknow? So sad man. So sad.
Anyway, sorry for the crap reply. I hope things have been working out for you lately? :D I should get my license, in fact my best friend just got her license today. I’m so proud of her. I just haven’t had the time to get mine. And plus I really think that I sort of want a car if I get my license yaknow? Anyway overall nothing much has been happening. My cousin just left after five months of being here. I’m home alone for the first time in a long time. But hey it’s pretty fun. Because I mean, I miss being free to do my own thing. :3
Anyway, what has been happening with you lately? :’)
Love youuu.
xx
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HELLO !
haha what? a prank?! LOL :D yeah I totally understand what you mean… I would love that to happen to me… today is my brother’s b-day and me and my older brother are celebrating with him since my parent went to Kosovo last monday because my grandpa was very sick (he had stomach cancer) and unfortunately he died yesterday morning :’( so I’m still not in a very good mood but we siblings keep each other company :) it’s been really crazy this week and because of our loss i still went to work yesterday but I couldn’t handle it so luckily I could go home. my boss was very understandable and it was really better that I went home becaue I had also a major headache which didn’t go away til in the deep night.
well Gossip Girl really sucks lately.. they really went there with Blair and Dan, and they really suck as a couple D: plus S has taken over the GG-website and she also sucks at it… honestly I just watch the show when I’m bored. for real entertainment I have the other show to watch ;)
hahah watch it already! you’re driving me crazy!! I would have gone nuts a long time ago hahah :) no the ending is beautiful but it could have been a little better if you ask me, which I believe you will think too once you’ve seen it. but I agree I miss it as hell!
exactely! I mean who knows what really happened between Chad and Sophia and what the show might have been if they stayed together! maybe the show would have been better or maybe it would have failed… who knows that for sure. but it’s true Lucas ans Peyton never had that relationship as brucas….I could fall asleep last night so I watched some Brucas scene of the 3rd season and 4th season and it’s really true.. they loved each other so much and the whole relationship was distroyed by peyton and her weeping -.-
I’M SO SAD that OTH ended yesterday!!! I haven’t seen it yet but I will once I get home… it’s like I spent my most of my life watching this show and I really could relate to it (even though I dindn’t agree with much of the storyline) and it’s really my favourite show I can say. ha I have no idea what I should watch now! there aren’t much good shows on air anymore….
aww do you have so many things going on? well it’s really crazy how many things we have to do at such a young age, at least I think so. I hardly have time for myself anymore. and like I told you that i wanted to go to Kosovo in April but since my parents went and now my grandpa died my father doesn’t want me to go down there because he doesn’t want me to see all the sad things that are happening right now. it’s really frustruating because I haven’d had any vacations sinc september and I really wanted to go down there because honestly I really am lonely sometimes. I just miss my family and my cousin with whom I spent so many time with. I guess i have to wait til summer now… what about you?
love you
xx
it would be so great if they would bring the theme song tonight! #OTH
I always download them but maybe you can watch them on a stream site or maybe on tv duck